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Trapped in my HeadEyes brokenTrapped in my Head by carmen16
Tears falling down my face.
where can I begin again?
I can't be free
Trapped in the past once again.
I try to bleed
but my weakness draws me in.
My body shakes.
The bones want to break.
My soul weeps.
Please heaven have me.
I can't escape.
My heart simply wants to break.
And I fall down to my knees
and beg god to please kill me.
I have fallen from grace
life is just a blur to me.
I regret every pain
I have made to them.
Please don't leave me
to wither in my own disgrace.
I cry to those
who I have bore in my womb.
For their blood to call
the love they felt before for me.
But I can't right the wrongs
that i have made.
And all I want to do
is just start things over again.
But pieces of my sanity wont fit
and I watch them all fall away.
With the pieces that i have lost
smoldering and destroying
Life just seems never to reach an end.
Why cant i just sleep forever?
With lithium flowing in my blood...
but the past is not done with me
It just wont let me go!
And all i wan
I am Red/White
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I'm both chaotic and orderly. I value my own principles, and am willing to go to extreme lengths to enforce them, often trampling on the very same principles in the process. At best, I'm heroic and principled; at worst, I'm hypocritical and disorderly.
Birthdate - Feb. 26, 1985|
Zodiac sign - Pieces
Favorite colors - Purple, Red, & Blue
I like to watch movies (preferably romantic comedies)
I speak english, sometimes not very well
My personality can be unpredictable sometimes, but I am a harmless person.
Hobbies and personal interests
Scrapbooking is my favorite hobby to do in my spare time. It is a great hobby, which brings out the artist in me. I like to use my creativity to express my ideas in ways that excite me. Photography is another hobby that sets my spirit free and I enjoy exploring new places. I am fascinated with original ways of looking at the world and I am inspired by innovation and the chance to solve problems in creative ways.
Current Residence: Maryland (U.S.A.)
deviantWEAR sizing preference: M/L
Favorite genre of music: Alternative, Rock, Hip-Hop, Soundtrack
Favorite photographer: Ansel Adams
Favorite style of art: Abstract, Art Nouveau, Baroque, Fantasy, Gothic, Realism, Surrealism, Traditional
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch 5G
Personal Quote: True work of art is but a shadow of divine perfection.